Sunday, July 6, 2014

The Fault In Our Stars

Jreng jreng jreng !
MOVIE OF THE MONTH ! 
*i spoil some pictures*









Firstly, I am not going to spoil any of the stories. But just to let you know, that the book isn't as dramatic as the movie. The movie isn't that dramatic though. I don't find myself feeling pity on them because what they had was just amazing! Compare to other movies that involved sick characters, this movie isn't that dramatic but yet successfully made you cry!

I watched The Fault In Our Stars with le bff as i cancelled our first-should be-outbound trip together for the sake of joining unplanned SONW seminar. Worth it though. What makes worst is i cancelled last-minutely. In exchange, I promised her to bring her to the cinema the next monday and watch two movies consecutively which were supposed to be Maleficent and TFIOS. I offer her to cancel both of our pax and find another time to go together but she refused to. Dramatically she said that she needs the weekend getaway. Luckily, her cousin did accompany her! Guilty meters lowered to 45%.
Turned out that Monday she was too tired and we agreed to postpone till tomorrow. The next day,we were too late to catch up for the schedule and finally we made it on Wednesday! Knowing that Maleficent is no longer on the cinema, we only go for TFIOS.
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Woke up at 10-11, had brunch, took a late bath, hanging out, spent most of times at phone, read books, watched the world cup match, slept at around 1-3. I've been living life like this since my overseas trip with school buddies. I will wake up at 8 if there's something important to do in the morning. And I simply think that i should end my very luxurious-everyday doing nothing- days.
So, i applied for assistant teacher vacancy. In any point, i started to doubt if i love kids or i love my nieces and nephews only. lol. However, still have to go on with my decision. Although it's hard for me to cope with their pee or poop. Another lesson to learn then. I only hope that i won't vomit in front of them. ONLY.
And, the next step to do is to find or immediately enter IELTS preparation class. Fear of failing feeling successfully made me feel that i'm stupid. I know the quote that said "The more you learnt, the more you feel stupid." is it like that? is it? It is ofc. 
My mom has been rushing me to make everything clear, or at least apply to the school. I assumed that she's rushing me. But what to do she feels like she's only reminding me. Okay, mom. Okay.

D-3 to the president election. I try not to care about whoever will be the Mr. President as I really couldn't do anything about it. Thinking of their effort to be unfair really makes me sick.
Here stands one little citizen who is hoping that the future Mr. President could lead Indonesia into a better country.
What we need is neither promise or proof but  DEFINITE ACTION! 
Cheers!

xx,
dian.